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let-the-sea-consume-me asked: 20-40

okay first let’s just mention how amazing and beautiful you are for sending me because i need something to do k you’re perf xox. 

  • 20:Talk about something that happened in high school:
  • I broke out my itty bitty tiny little shell I lived in for about all my life. Which yes is a success.
  • 21:Talk about a time you had to turn someone down.:
  • I turned down this one guy who I really really liked. He was like “Well you doing anything before 4”, which I wasn’t but I lied and I said I was. Considering he stood me up about 2 times. So screw him.
  • 22:Talk about your worst fear.:
  • My worst fear.. can we not talk about it. I’m alone right now, well everyone is sleeping and it’s dark. So no.
  • 23:Talk about a time someone turned you down.
  • OH my god I can’t believe I’m putting this on the internet for the world to see.. not like anybody reads what I post anyways. But I really like this guy Johnie ((ridiculous way to spell it i know but i go to a ghetto school so what do you expect?)) I dressed all cute that day and asked him to hang out at the mall and he was a complete douche over it. You live and you learn, I’m not going to trip.
  • 24:Talk about something someone told you that meant a lot.
  • When my best friend Celeste’s dad was in the hospital because of lung cancer and it was the first time I was going to see him or the second. It was night time and I saw him right before he went to bed. He was telling the nurse “this is my adopted daughter” “she’s so beautiful, pretty, etc” “smart.” I’ve known him for 10 years, it meant a lot because he never said something like that before. Rest in peace.
  • 25:Talk about an ex-best friend.
  • We use to best friend’s obviously. I don’t even see the point on complaining about what she did. She down right back stabbed me and that’s all there is too it. She’s a low life and she can go jump off a cliff for all I care. Whatevz, she ain’t shit :*
  • 26:Talk about things you do when you’re sick.
  • When I’m I sick, I complain. Complain, complain, complain, complain… I lay in bed and drink Gatorade. Also watch some Netflix and cuddle up to my bear. 
  • 27:Talk about your favorite part of someone else’s body.
  • Can we talk about Jayy Von Monroe’s smile ((omfg botdf ew right)) No seriously, I don’t like their music anymore but I don’t hate them and won’t diss on them. But I’ve been crushing on this man for about 3 years now and his smile. My god his smile, I love it. It makes my whole day.
  • 28:Talk about your fetishes.
  • I like man hands… large, long fingered, skinny man hands. That is a fetish I guess?!?? best I could come up with but now seriously, best things evaaaa.
  • 29:Talk about what turns you on.
  • Sexually: dirty talk.
  • Attractive wise: great smile and a sense of humor, and someone I can talk to for hours.
  • 30:Talk about what turns you off.
  • Sexually: Butts, i mean butts are gross what even, you know except if they are in jeans.
  • Attractive wise: “Too good for anyone/ douche/asshole” personality. Not very good hygiene.
  • 31:Talk about what you think death is like.
  • When I think of death I think of peace. Going to heaven etc. But I don’t want to die, not yet.
  • 32:Talk about a place you remember from your childhood.
  • Not really a place but a memory, because I can’t think of a place. I remember sitting down wearing a dress and watching TV. While drinking something from my watermelon cup and my daddy was recording us to send a video to linda((my stepmom)) while she was in China.
  • 33:Talk about what you do when you are sad.
  • I cry, write, listen to sad music. And usually post about it on Tumblr because it makes me feel better. 
  • 34:Talk about the worst physical pain you’ve endured.
  • I don’t injure myself a lot… this isn’t the worst but a time I have endured physical pain. When were playing football in gym and my friend Theresa hit me in the temple on my head with the corner of a football. Also a full on shot with a volleyball. Yaaas, gym ain’t my thing.
  • 35:Talk about things you wish you could stop doing.
  • I wish I could stop downing on other people which I admit I do, do. Or saying something I am going to do but don’t, for instance…going to the gym. Or being mean towards my dad which I don’t mean. Or stop being annoying to my friends. I can’t help it, it just comes naturally. 
  • 36:Talk about your guilty pleasures.
  • can we talk about sweet tea and sweets. those are miine. also staying up till all hours and reading smut about my favorite band members…etc.
  • 37:Talk about someone you thought you were in love with.
  • my first real boyfriend ricky, what a fool I was. 
  • 38:Talk about songs that remind you of certain people.
  • Human by Cristina Perry reminds me of my friend, Celeste’s mom Heather. She is so strong after everything she has been through, even though its obvious she is hurting and has the right to cry and scream and hate everything, she doesn’t break. Congratulations for her. 
  • "What do you want from me?" By Jerrod Niemann reminds me of my dad. Because of him and my mom.
  • that is all I think of, not many songs remind me of people. 
  • 39:Talk about things you wish you’d known earlier.
  • Ricky was going to get hit by a car and not make it.
  • Shawn was going to die of cancer.
  • That most jobs would require me to be 16+ so I could’ve wrote my birtday was May 23rd, 1998 and I was turning 16 in may..
  • 40:Talk about the end of something in your life.
  • The end of something in my life….not a total end but a attempt to end. When I finally decided to open up to my mom about self harm and suicide. Because if I didn’t , I don’t think I would have made it. SO Im glad I decided to put the blade down and clear my head. I 

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I’m sitting on my couch thinking of stories to write on my computer. So I get up and go to my computer to write. INSTEAD of writing like I originally tended to do, I end up on Tumblr for about 3 hours. So I basically blame Tumblr for why I fail at absolutely everything.

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